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Ileana
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Nayang Academy Of Fine Arts

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190911 ` 哭过就好了。
Monday, September 19, 2011 | 4:27 AM

我也不清楚自己到底怎么了… 我哭了。


好痛哦。是我而已吗？觉得活着是一种折磨。


现在的我，明白了一件事。
My sister and I, can never be close sisters anymore. 


我们之间，少了许多亲姐妹原本应该拥有的东西。
少了沟通，少了了解。


我一直有一个冲动，想就这样走了。可，我犹豫了。


Mama recently went out with Wein.. 2nd time today.. I guess it's due to Sis's matter.. 也许可以说我嫉妒了。妈妈从没想过我。只想着姐姐。心里脑子里只想着姐姐怎样。她，没想过我。师傅说姐姐不用换名字。是姐姐八字不好。我问妈妈那我呢？她却说，问一次要＄50，很贵的。哈！一气之下，我就回答，你没想过我就说啦！不用给这么多借口。妈妈却说，我有什么好改的。


哈哈哈哈。我有什么好改的？我的妈妈！我的亲生妈妈！根本一点也不了解我。她知道我有忧郁症吗？我想，他从没放在心上过！她从不关心我。哈哈哈。好痛苦！活着好痛苦！我一直想逃避，就是跑不掉！


People say, kinship is the most important thing in the world, because your friends and others may forsake you, but your family will never give up on you. 


Looks like, this saying doesn't work on me.. 


挣扎，我还有什么活下来的理由？告诉我啊！一切变得不重要了！



I'm trying hard.. But it hurts so much..



These ain't adventures for me. They are tortures to me. 

I miss marco, my beloved doggie.. at times, I'd want to join him. Those suicidal thoughts, the pain in me. I did, today again.

making-sweetness Ileana ♥