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060911 ` bad omen
Tuesday, September 6, 2011 | 1:40 PM My right eye has been twitching for 1 day and a half.. it really irritates me! It's still twitching NOW! ARGHS! I wanted to get a male Maltese to replace Marco. I told myself.. I would love and dote him.. However, I ended up getting scammed off S$836 .. sigh.. The scammers wanted to scam me the 3rd time.. threatening me, claiming that I will get jailed for 6 months or a fine of $2300.. RIDICULOUS! GOD DAMN IT! Sigh.. to think I was so dumb to have trusted them. The money I painstakingly saved. The money beare gave as my birthday pressie.. sighs.. 我好难过… 没食欲没心情。 I took a nap in the evening.. but when I woke up subconsciously.. I heard mummy talking to sis on the phone just outside my room door. Upon hearing what mum said, I burst into tears. 妈妈不爱我。妈妈不要我了。从实之中。。妈妈心里就没有我。那个人说我不会有成就,懒散… 妈妈就不要我。他只想着帮姐姐改名,希望姐姐未来会好一点,却重来没想过我。从小,妈妈就只担心姐姐。算命什么的,也只管姐姐。我会不知不觉地想,我到底是不是妈妈亲生的。 我哭得稀里哗啦的。也有想咳安眠药安眠药的想法。 ![]() That's all for now. Perhaps for a period of time, I won't be happy again.. I could stare into blank space.. back to the old me yet again. Suicidal thoughts. ![]() |