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Ileana
17 Nov
Nayang Academy Of Fine Arts

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♥ goodbye to panda eyes
♥ Piano Black Polaroid ;
♥ Gain weight 10-15kg;
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♥ granny and mummy's good health & happiness;
♥ learn piano;
♥ death ♥

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Sunday, May 29, 2011 | 10:38 AM

I hate this feeling, 
forcing myself to be happy when I'm not.


I never wanted more,
But just to remain as friends.


Fate seems to love playing pranks on me,
For my simple requests never came true.


I feel empty inside,
Filled only with suicidal thoughts,
Yet again.


I asked myself again and again,
What do I want in life.


But I never muster the courage to achieve like others could.


I feel useless,
Like I should never exist.


Others shined in my eyes, 
Just not myself.


Perhaps,
I really need a life.


I need my lost self,
Courage,
Confidence,
And everything else.


This time,
I wonder how long it'd take to recover.


Again,
I've kept it to myself ..


But it is already pretty much obvious that,
We, do not behave like a couple anymore.


Perhaps, it's time to move on.


I know, he can find someone much better than me.


For, I realise, I'm not qualified to be in a relationship, neither am I to love someone.

making-sweetness Ileana ♥