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Ileana
17 Nov
Nayang Academy Of Fine Arts

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♥ Gain weight 10-15kg;
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♥ granny and mummy's good health & happiness;
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180310 -; bugged!
Thursday, March 18, 2010 | 12:37 AM

If this continues, I'll go crazy. Often I would ask myself, what the hell is wrong with her seriously ? Often, she would make small matters seem serious, even if its just a small matter, she could sound like a big one. 就算没事，也会被她吓死！

I could memorise what she say ever since she has gotten cancer. She would go on and on.. a torture to my ears.. '妈妈现在这样没有办法照顾你了。以后也不会在你身边，你要懂得照顾自己，以后妈妈不在了怎么办？' If you listen to this at least once a day, you'll go crazy. Once is enough I dont need a repeat for it daily. I'm struggling, but she doesn't know.

She is making me rebel, while I'm struggling to be a dear girl to her. It seems impossible, for me to be able to live or communicate in harmony with her.

I can't wait for holidays to come. (:

Mum told me something today again. She did tell me before but I choose to forget about it. She said that my aunt commented that my eyes are a little yellowish.. and says that if i continue sleeping late, I'll have liver problems.

Guess what, what went through my mind when she said that was, isn't it better to die? Wasn't the last thing she want me to be is to be alive? I will never forget the times she said she regret my existance. It will never be ' i said it but it wasn't on purpose ' or ' i dont mean it ' .. because, it wasn't just once or twice.


making-sweetness Ileana ♥