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300510 -; something different..
Saturday, May 29, 2010 | 3:19 PM

went to mac at 4+ am .. had breakfast together with mel..

then went to the wet market at 5+ am .. no one was there .. well, i mean no customers.. apart from us.

many stalls were closed and those that were open were preparing to open their stalls.

bought 排骨 and some veg ..

There was this old man that was unfriendly. we were standing in front of the veg .. i was thinking how I should choose and buy the veg ..

He was moving to and fro with LITTLE goods .. there was once, he was just holding a bunch of spinach..

He could have walked behind us, which was clearly EMPTY .. but I dont get it why he had to walk in front of us, trying to shoo us away.. It happened 2-3 times, then he told us off ..

'我们还要做生意的，不要当在这里。'

I went like .. ' dots ? we werent even BLOCKING him. He was the one that has attitude problems ! '

The lady boss then asked me what I want politely and thus, I made my purchase.

If those OLD PEEPS, who think they knows everything .. and thinks they are RIGHT in every way just because they lived longer than us, I think they need to think twice and reset their mindset.

What makes him think just because im young means I cant go to the wet market and buy groceries alone without my mum or dad..

IM NOT THERE TO PLAY.

FK U. which idiot wakes up that early to go to the market when not all stalls are open. Nothing better to do ?

I'd rather sleep.

Just because you're older than me, just because you're an elderly doesn't mean you can abuse it.

Im fking tired. Why does mum likes to torture me so much.. 我已经很累了。There she is up to tricks..

I know she just wants to see me.. but I dont like it the way she does it.

I have heart appt on 2nd June.. there she is wanting me to accompany her on 1st June to SGH early morning for her god knows what ..

I'm pretty certain there are people who can accompany her, who is of more use than me. I've got no car.. I cant decide nor help with those medical stuff.

I am not feeling well .. and there she is complaining I don't visit her often. I kept mum about whats wrong with me.. not wanting her to worry..

But all she knows is to complain and torture me even further. I know all she has said are nothing but just to make me visit her..

But she's not even a single bit considerate.. ohhh .. I forget, she never was.. when I had high fever she wouldnt even care .. HAH.

I've told her about me having depression but she treats it like nothing. Like I've never said it before. And when next time i quarrel with her, she would say I never told her about it ..

Or probably when im dead, she would cry to others. She's the one that wished I never existed. BLOODY IDIOT.

I dont know why im so fking dumb.. why do I even bother about her.. why am I so soft hearted.. just because she's my mum ..

One who has never understood me. One who never cares. One who perhaps cares more about her face than me. One who only listens to what others said but never trusts me. One who perhaps provide for me so next time I have the duty to take care of her.

If you're thinking why I could even say stuff like these, thats because you don't understand what Im going through and what I've gone through..

Sometimes I would think back, about the difference between wanru and her parents .. and mine .. It's just like 2 ends of the world..

Btw, I've changed my hairstyle.. rebonded my hair.. shall uploads pics next time.. (:

It;s been some time since I last met Aaron .. Now, he doesnt have time for me.. well .. he has his friends too.

making-sweetness Ileana ♥